Crush

"Is it real or just another crush? Do you catch a breath when I look at you?"

One day, you talked to me like bestfriend. The next day, we were stranger.
Do you know how it feels to fall in love with stranger? Err, actually it is not literally love, love is more sacred and more complicated, of course. It's just the feeling of special interest that comes along when you meet a person. Well, we all call the feeling as 'crush'. Crush usually lasts for a while, not in a long time. But it was something.

The very first time we met, it was a little bit awkward. That day was Tuesday and I came to your place. It was a formal event, a meeting. The first ten minutes were filled by mutual introduction. I introduced my name, where I came from, and what I was going to do. And you introduced yourself to me, but frankly speaking, I only noticed you a little on that moment. 

Because of my behalf, I had to ask you a lot. We talked about many things. We shared our thoughts together about each other's problem. You were so kind to me. Somehow, after a few convos I could feel comfortable being on the side of person I had just met. Then I noticed your eyes when you were talking. You already looked at me. Well, I found out that you had a pair of attractive eyes.

"You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized. And I just got to know..."

You escort me to go around your place.

I remember when we laughed together. We sat on the same seat. We even took a photo together.

Unfortunately, it had to be ended. I had to go because I already had another plan that could not be delayed. It was a short meeting, indeed. When I got in the bus, I looked out the window, trying to find you in the crowd. I noticed your eyes were trying to find me. Then you found me and you smiled to me. You waved your hand as a farewell, knew that we might not be able to meet anymore. I can not forget this moment until now. This is the moment I will remember. However, this is the moment I will never get back. After that meeting, we kept contacting each other by texting or social media. But I felt it was like texting to a stranger because we hadn't met each other anymore.

In fact, I had some imaginations that we could hang out together. I had imagination what we could talk about our lives, our activities, and even personal stuff. I wanted to know each other furthermore.

"Do you ever think when you're all alone.
All that we can be, where this thing can go?"

Well, those hopes were getting REAL few weeks ago, we had another rendezvous! Yes, we met and we talked to each other. I played it cool, I just didn't want you to know that I was overwhelmed inside. I didn't know, did you feel the same too? Or did you think that I was just a friend? I kept wondering. Nevertheless, all I can say is it was enchanting to meet you.

"Has it ever crossed your mind.
When we're hanging, spending time girl?
Are we just friends? Is there more? Is there more?"

As I said before, this is just a crush. After these 3 months, I believe it will end soon. I have no idea. I hope you and I will have the opportunity to meet on another occasion in the near future. Because inside, I'm still wondering do you have the same feeling?

"Am I crazy or falling in love?
Is it real or just another crush?"

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Song snippets by David Archuleta - Crush.